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I Refuse to Let You Control MeAs the words float by me I can see where this is going.I Refuse to Let You Control Me by oooh-butterfly
I can almost touch them and their baneful way
I feel as though I'm drifting out to sea
And the power of this pain, oh it's taken over me
I don't want to lay down and die
but as the days drag on, I'm losing the want to try
I'm a one in fifteen - or something like that -
so tell me, where the heck am I at?
Why is there is no cure?
Why is there no help?
Why is it that I can never get out?
Each day drags on, a new symptom found
And I feel as though I am one with the ground.
I cannot sit, and I cannot stand,
I cannot run, I cannot ride,
I may as well just lay down and die.
And the pain sears through me,
but I have no choice
I'm only one person,
with a very small voice
I will fight against youI dream of health and happinessI will fight against you by onceaponatimegirl
But all too soon I wake to find reality
At my door step
And no wished can keep it out
I push and shove but the
Door comes tumbling down
The pain of it crashes on me,
Worse than any part of the day
For its so sudden it takes my breath away,
I must fight, I must
Though I wonder what would happen
If I didn't
Would the pain finally end, or would it worsen
Is it possible that it could be so,
I hear the sound of family,
And I return to sanity,
For the pain can turn me round,
I fear for the worse and
Hope for the best,
Though I feel empty within,
I must stay strong
For those that love,
For those that care,
For those that depend,
I must stay strong.